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From: Da X Man
Remote Name: 156.63.20.11
Date: 28 Jul 2000
Time: 12:13:50
Ever since I started trying to tap into my "natural psychic abilities" I experiance really strange things in my life an example would be walking in a room and realizing that I have met or seen each of the people in the room this happens often and more often as I explore deeper into the world of awareness But the really strange things are I have urge to do certain things at certain times (not bad things) I just started to hear weird voices in my head telling me all types of stuff and when I go to sleep I wake up sometimes with a feeling of shock and depressed I try to remember why I might feel that way but I live a normal happy life (compared to the "average american") I have no memories of all my dreams and this all just recently started about 3-4 months ago I just turned 18 on July 21 Also I get a weird feeling of not belonging like i'm not a part of any ethnic group club organization social class etc... Am I flat out loosing my mind or is it all in my head Oh there is other stuff but it is really hard to explain because I don't know how to explain it To combat all these strange personal phenomanas I smoke marajuana:( Please don't judge me and think of me has some type of hippi pot head because the only reason I do it is to take my mind off of the thoughts racing through my head almost every minute I know there are other options but this one works best for me I still continue to practice my ESP abilities but I don't know whats driving me to do it Can someone give me advice or explain what is going on??
Thank you for reading about some of my personal problems this the first time I've told anybody about what is happening to me This message board makes me comfortable sharing my "problems", question, and information
Thank you again