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From: Donni
Remote Name: cache02-e3c.syd.optusnet.com.au
Date: 30 Jul 2000
Time: 22:00:39
Hi there,
Lots of strange things can happen when you begin to develop your Self. I would hazard a guess that you are perhaps working on your main energy chakras somehow? Your situation seems a bit unbalanced by your descriptions of what is happening for you. More on that after a few comments on grass - don't worry, I'm not going to lecture you!
I used to smoke a lot of it in my early twenties. One of the benefits, I guess, was it opened my mind to other things, I could accept things more easily. I used to write reams and reams in my diary of this channelled highly spiritual writings. I could spend hours gazing into a crystal, or meditate and experience some rather unusual things. Grass can be a tool in some ways, or a stepping stone, to believing certain possibilities.
Now please note, I am not suggesting smoking dope increases psychic perceptions, or quickens things along. In fact, you will find that it actually sets back your development because of the stress it places on your energy system. You actually deplete your energy reserves, and some of the results are tiredness, low energy levels, depression and even paranoia. Been there, done that - I can relate from experience. Man, I thought I was in touch with the greatest of spiritual energy, but the clouds of marijuana can be very deceptive.
With smoking grass, or any drug including excessive alcohol intake, you attract what are known as elementals. When you are stoned, your energy is going ballistic, and these energy beings feed off it. This all sounds way out and fantastic, but... consider please. These beings can give you the strange urges you describe. If you do have one of these, they can manifest as a strange lump somewhere on your body.
The noises you hear at night could be the astral noise one gets before an out of body experience (OBE) but I would need to know more first. Or it might be the development of clairaudience. This is where smoking grass can really confuse things!
Not remembering your dreams certainly indicates you are depleting your energy reserves.
A feeling of not belonging could be grass-influenced, or it might be something to do with Neptune (or is it Pluto) in your astrology chart. Or a symptom of low energy reserves.
Have you found things habe intensified since you began smoking dope? Did they start when you first tried it? I would really look at the connections there. Hey, I love the affect it gives you, the creativity it inspires, the insights and understandings just seem to drop in your mind... being straight seems such hard work with little results... but then, you haven't tried the New Energy Ways yet, have you? Most of your problems will be solved by it, if not all...
In a nutshell, it is an energy development system that allows your energy body to devlop safely. The energy body is a delicate (but also hardy!) thing - development too quick or slow can cause tiredness, voices, depression, etc as well as the grass thing - with you, I think everyhting is tied into each other.
I am actually working on editing the NEW ways system to make it easier to understand. By using it, you will find trance will give you as much relaxation and insight as smoking some good heads does - minus the negative side effects. You will remember your dreams, and even lucid dream (have control) or OBE. I cannot recomment NEWS enough - the effects are quick, easy to feel, blah blah blah... Sold you yet? Best thing of all, its FREE!!!
The webiste to visit is http://www.astraldynamics.com and the forum on astral travel/attack/etc is http://astralresearch.com/posts/
In the next few weeks, NEWS will be up here. :-))
Do keep us informed of what you think of it, and if you try it, and if it helps! Thanks for sharing! It's funny to see 'me' in your message, so there's no judgements!
Donni
You can even visit me at: http://dreamingspace.homestead.com/index.html